i’ve done nothing today, except paint and kind of learn how to french braid.. lol. i’m gonna make cookies though, chocolate ones. after i shower that is. but i am too lazy to shower, but i need to. i wish i could just get in the shower and then speed up time and do everything in a minute. my showers are always like 20 min long and i hate it, no matter how fast i try to be, it just always takes too long. AYEEE AYE AYYYE
i was just starting to fall asleep but then i woke up suddenly cause i heard an animal or something getting killed.. it was not a good sound and was hard to listen to.. but then it stopped. finally went back to sleep but then i was having a bad dream about huge waves, like a tsunami sized wave, crashing down on me (i hate waves, i have a fear of them from an incident i once had, and i always have dreams about them falling on me) then later on i had a dream about a man with a chainsaw coming after a group of my friends and i… so yeah, it was a fun night of dreams… hahah. why can’t i dream of butterflies and cotton candy?